








Have spent the weekend in Timaru with my family. I had a really relaxed lovely time and it was hard saying goodbye to each and every one of them. It hadn't really hit me that I was moving away till I hugged my parents today before we got on the shuttle. It hit me like a brick wall, I just felt so sad, but so excited at the same time which is truly a bizarre mixture to feel.
People have asked me if Im scared about moving to a new country and a city I've never been to. But Im not in the least bit scared. I know what being scared is like and I know what its like to have my life threatened by an un seen force. I know what its like to feel the most intense anxiety. I never want to feel those feelings again so to move to a new city and a new country is feeling like the most relaxed and carefree thing I've ever done. This feels so right and thats weird for me becuase I stress at the slightest thing.
Ive sort of made a pack with myself to let what ever may be to be. Im lucky to be alive, Im lucky to have amazing friends and a super loving family and I swear to make the most of life.
So that brings me to traveling on a cramped bus, with a driver wearing a piano tie and feeling so happy. We are on our way to Levin to see Toms family and our friends before we make our way to Melbourne on sunday.
Love to all my siblings and Mum and Dad.
Peace
Rah
I have always wanted to take a laptop apart to see inside it. So when Mister Tom had his ready to throw out I spent a thursday night taking it apart. I had no idea what any of the parts were but I wish I had a macro lense because some parts were beautifull!
Peace
Rah
There are some very cool looking cactus out there but my goodness its dangerous to repot them as i learnt the hard way
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Rah
Accidently crossed off tommorrows day. This week is so slow so far i thought it was tuesday?
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Rah
We dont get to go to the pub that often as we are saving to go to melbourne so to have a pub meal and a couple of drinks is a super treat.
Peace
Rah
Finally have my passport so I can leave this country :) Mister Tom is still waiting on his.
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Rah
My newphew who is 2 cant say marshmellows very well and actually says ma-mellows. I was so excited to see there was actually a brand called ma-mellows!!
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Rah
I had to be rescued by a coworker to make it to work this morning. Had a hot coffee while i waited on the side walk :)
Peace
Rah
Went for a walk in the snow, infortunatly the snow got worse and we had to hurry back. I am currently snuggled up on the couch with a hot water bottle and home made hot chocolate.
Peace
Rah